About Myself
Did you know that our entire life is a “dream”? Or a personal film projected on the outer screen by our subconscious?
In the vibrant summer of 2008, in Barcelona, I witnessed how a storm of my own anger turned against me—causing literal harm. After a heated argument with a close relative, where I said things that I could only regret about later, I left to walk in the park and cool off. My mind was restless, unable to calm down. Suddenly, within seconds, I found myself grabbed by my neck, lifted up in midair unable to breathe. In the middle of the city, in broad daylight, I was attacked. Although I got off with a loss of consciousness, a few bruises, and a stolen bag containing my camera, this incident strongly activated my internal observer. It’s as if this inner observer went through a rebirth. This part of me realized that my daytime life and night life are equally a dream. It also gave me a wake-up call: "Take a look at the power of your emotions!" I became aware that my boiling inner state had somehow created the reality of a physical attack in mere seconds. This wasn’t the first experience of manifesting reality from the inner world but it served as a vivid push, a wake-up call—a demonstration of the "elasticity" of space, time and reality. The external world immediately reflected what was happening in my soul. Over time, I realized that emotional power can be not only threatening but also practically creative. |